Friday, August 15, 2014

Depression- No One person Feels The Same!

I've held of posting this cause, sometimes it's not the easiest thing to write about or even speak about! With the death of Robin Williams, the world is asking many questions! No one will ever be able to answer them, because no one else is Robin Williams.  Only he knows why he did what he did! The world lost a great man! People say he took the easy way out!! How do you know that?  No one ever will. What is an easy way for one is a hard way for another.  People Handle thoughts and feelings differently, what makes one person extremely happy could be last extremely sad thing for another.  I have battled depression for most of my life! People say I know how you feel, and it kind of drives me insane because no one feels the same feels I do.  But we all deal with things differently!  Depression is nothing to make fun of, it's serious, it's a real everyday occurrence for some!  I've been there, I've struggled to get out of bed some days, and some days i never left my bed and slept for hours on hours.  I've had the thoughts of I wish it were over! I've sat with a tool in my hand to end it all.  I've attempted many times in the past!  My only recommendation for anyone contemplating suicide, stop and thing before you act!  Try and think of the good things, I know it's sometimes really hard, but truly think of the good things!  Seek out friends who you trust dearly, reach out to a stranger! Reach out to someone.  Life I have learned is precious, we are not guaranteed the next day, so make the best of it! Try and find that thing that makes you happy! If ever anyone needs a listening ear, I am here.  Whether you know me or are a total stranger, you can reach out to me!!! I will listen, I won't judge you for your sadness! I am here for all! I can't say I know what you're going through, But i can say I have been in a dark place before! Every dark place is different, So I can only be a listening ear for you! 

If ever you need an ear to talk to i am here or call The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TAlK(8255)  



Tuesday, August 12, 2014

PHOTO OF THE DAY


Today we go back to 2002! A year of so many changes in my life and year I will always cherish! The last year I had with one of the greatest men to ever live! Because of him, I have grown into the person I am today! He taught me wrong from right and he showed me that no matter how hard the day was, to fight through every day you have left on this planet! I miss this man every day of my life! And when ever i question something, I always ask myself... What would Grandpa do?   I may not always follow his advice, But i always think about his way of life! I was blessed to have had such a great man and woman to raise me!